Friday, May 30, 2008
wooahh.
friggin results out today, and mine are.. screwyyy. shit mann. NEVERMIND. next sem i'll work even harder than before! (i hope!) alritey, so anyway, went to hang out with rach today, lunched at novena, and then somehow or another, ended up back at school cz she needed ta hand in some forms.
strangely enough, felt overly sleepy on the train today, walked around compass in a daze whilst looking for groceries, etc. am probably still in a recovery process after wednesday. LOLLL that was one hell of a crazy nighhhtt. and my tongue is still completely burnt and sore! grr. i feel like going out and grabbing a fire extinguisher to spray on my tongue. LOLLL. oh mann. this layout is so completely old and ancient. imma gonna have to change the bloody thing soon.
anyway, the kid from American Idol who lives in his car (josiah lemming), has an awesomeeee song called "to run". and the line that goes, "i tried to kiss her lips, she said let's put an end to this" keeps echoing in my head. omg. i didn't even need to use my mp3 player on the train today!! loll. it's like on replay in my head. but its awesome stuff. also check out "razorblades and handgrenades" (:
oops, yeah, before i forget, a certain Peanut wrote me a "poem" in "real time" and has requested that it get posted here. loll.
I Don't by D.F. (:
I don't actually hear you.
I don't actually see you.
I don't actually know you.
but sometimes...
I know you, I hear you, I see you
but anyway
I don't love you.
HAHA it's good stuff (minus the last line). loll. but dont worry, je ne t'aime pas either! ;)
alritey, i'm gonna call it a night, and head off to bed. niteynite! (:
brin bit this at ; 10:22 PM
Monday, May 19, 2008
ENOUGH -
1. of this stupidity.
2. of waiting, waiting, waiting.
3. of endless worrying.
4. of wanting to change for someone other than myself.
5. of moping around in a state of shameless emo-dom.
enough is enoughhhhh. grr.
brin bit this at ; 11:21 PM
Wednesday, May 14, 2008
OMGGGG.
i am like so obsessing over David Cook right now. HAHHA. he is uber hot and has an awesome voice mann. okay, not quite Michael Johns but still! heh heh. alright, have been watching re-plays of Always Be My Baby and All I Really Need is You over and over. this is quite scary; very sjc-days-obsessing-over-westlife-ish. lol.
gotta go to the dentist again on friday. am quite scared considering i have this image of the dentist with a huge blow-your-brains-out kind of drill in her hands. and i don't think dentists are like doctors where they comfort you with a lollipop. if they do it's probably cz you're on candid camera or something.. hmm.
anyway am done emo-ing. all this emo-ing can't be good. althought partially good for my poetry. but still. i think i'm just like the chicken/dinosaur/animal i can't remember on the mrt advertisement that "didn't get out enough". LOL that will all change soon i hope. starting from tomorrow! (HEEHEE.) on another note, my laptop, Mikhail/Michael/Mikey (yes, i named it) has been sent for servicing again. which is ultimately BAD. considering i sent it last week. grrr. maybe it doesn't like the name. oh well, i will change it when it gets back.
alritey, will take a break from Cook, and watch prison break. oh god slacking feels so awesome. heehee. (:
brin bit this at ; 11:39 PM
Tuesday, May 13, 2008
I will never smile the same way again.
I will never write poetry the same way again.
I will never laugh at a joke the same way again.
I will never forget, without reminding myself of you.
I will never think, without you haunting my thoughts.
I will never, ever love someone -
ever -
again.
ever.
brin bit this at ; 1:20 AM
Tuesday, May 6, 2008
YESYESYESSSSS!!
EXAMS ARE BLOODDYYY OVER! wooooohoooooooooooooo
happy happy joy joy!!!!
okay wtf. anyway, now that the sem is finalllyyy over, i can go back to planning my great escape. heehee. okay, maybe not so great. (low budget wth) BUT, an escape none the less! heh heh. and my laptop is coming back today!!! yippeeee. am so overjoyed. i realise how much my laptop means to me. i think i will give it/him/her a name. actually, i think i already did. hmm. nevermind! time calls for a new name. if only people could be renamed as well (oh wait, they can. shit.) but imagine if you had the power to rename someone else. now that would be fun. like "hello chicken shit 1! please be nice to chicken shit 2!" hurhurhur.
wtf. no, i'm not drunk. it's 940am in the morning. hmm.. although it would be quite interesting if i was. nevermind!
alright, so for the holidays, i plan to accomplish two main goals!
1. read more books (excluding harry potter 1-7, harry potter predictions books, harry potter mini encyclopedias, etc etc) thank goodness Xy has provided me with a healthy supply of DeLillo to last me a while. many spanks!
2. write more! (excluding emo poems, and other such material with depressing qualities. okay, maybe just once in a while.. come onnn, i know shakespeare would love my emo poems anyway damnit.)
3. EXERCISE! (YES, it's about time, brin.)
oh shit. those are 3 goals. okay nevermind. anyway i realise my malay is going down the drain. (not that it wasn't before but..) my bro asked me what was 'pemimpin' yesterday and i told him it was malay for "pimpin' it!" woohoo. and 'teraju' was what happens when Raju falls down. LOLLLLLL okay nvm.
anyway, am very much looking forward to tomorrow! will be setting up Fort Brin at pris's room for the night. heehee. and and and, will get to meet up with the rest! yippee.
the weather here has been murder. so friggin hot all day and allll night. can't stand it. wish i was somewhere else colder. like France hahaha okay nevermind, I'm kidding, anisha!! sheesh. i am also planning to get myself a job really soon. i predict i will run out of bumming activities during these 3 months. although maybe not, since my bro will be here to keep me company once the holidays start.
oh man, the house is so quiet now, it's barely 10 am and i'm bored already. i need companyyyy. damn. nevermind. shall sit myself down on the sofa, read Cosmopolis and wait excitedly for the HP people to bring back my laptop. oh boyyy. til later! (:
brin bit this at ; 9:33 AM