Saturday, April 24, 2010
excellent day/evening at the hiding place!
no noisy annoying teenagers to lepak around and bother anyone with their stupid taste in music (justin bieber or whatever shit that is blasting through their handphone speakers). no unnecessary random bursts of vulgarities. no immature dissing of construction workers nearby. etcetc. very pleased. (:
God bless soccer. it's probably the reason why they didnt come down to make noise today. amazing.
anyway, managed to cover most of my lecture notes for SSA, can't seem to remember any of the dates/figures/anything to do with numbers. also, am a little worried about my lack of coverage of the course pack. argh, nvm, will attempt to do some bedtime reading tonight. and hoepfully wing something concrete on monday. sigh.
also, advertisinggggg wtfffffff im going to die. 500 effing pages OMGWTFCHICKENWINGBBQSAUCEETCETC!!
crapcrapcrap, this is completely unacceptable and i will never forgive myself if i completely screw this sem up. also, my house smells of paint cz of the bloody re-roofing works going on upstairs. its terrible. and due to various bouts of paranoia this past week, i find myself continuously glancing at the windows, partially out of fear that someone is going to climb in or something... and like.. i dont know.. steal my laptop or use my toilet. lolll. okay whatever.
also, realise these exams are gonna either make or break me. considering for most modules, i have (in typical brin fashion) managed to couple every almost excellent essay with a mediocre/shit one. sigh. okay shall stop complaining and go back to ninja mugging mode.
p.s. spent the latter half of yesterday moping around in pseudo-depressed-but-okay like state. realise guilt is not a healthy thing... especially when you've nothing to feel guilty for! grrrr. okay sorry, needed to vent again. whatever. taa!
brin bit this at ; 11:56 PM
Thursday, April 22, 2010
hooray!
essays done for this semester.
booooo.
4 exams in a row next week and am not prepared whatsoever. murderrrrr.
also, whydoifeelsoguiltytalkingtoyoueventhoughitmakesmegrinconstantlytomyselfoheffinhell.
effeffefffffff.
ah whatever. everytime i think - oh my god, life sucks. i remember the very inspiring words of Red (spelling?) from That 70s Show - "bad things happen to you because you're a dumbass."
and then, i try to stop being a dumbass by moaning and groaning so that bad things don't happen. lol.
on the bright side, am looking forward to after exams comedy club meetings etc. v. excellent. (:
okay, early sleep tonight, lunch with cicak and company tomorrow and then mugmugmuggggg. taaaa
brin bit this at ; 12:45 AM
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
arhghgh
bad start to the day. have possibly written my most horrible-st essay ever. )))): am going to completely eff up this paper. argh.
whatever, good thing is that it's raining so the house isn't radiating heat anymore. and guess what, there's an owl on the 14th storey! AN OWL. LOL omg. i nearly pee-d my pants this afternn when i looked out the window and saw this monkey like thing staring straight at me. okay, it looked like a monkey because it was all covered up in its erm.. feathers and stuff. and i wasn't wearing my glasses. so yes, i kind of freaked out a bit. but anwyay, its been sitting there the whole day. i think its injured. hmm.
okayy im lazing around right now, refusing to do anything even remotely related to school work. joy. temporarily at least. lol. taaa
brin bit this at ; 10:29 PM
Saturday, April 10, 2010
YAY.
spent most of today prepping up various presentations. was just about to start reading stuff up for the next essay due tues when i remembered that i had a write up due by the end of today (i.e. Friday). as a result, chiong-ed the bloody write up in an hour or so and submitted it at exactly 11.58pm. woohoooo.
on the downside, have still got 2 more major essays due, and right after the last one, ive 4 bloody exams in a row. *whine whine whine*
eeuw, okay whatever. lol. feel like doing some writing but am just so damn lazy right now. also, i think i should stop cursing so much. have been spitting out curses tooooo many times this semester and i'm not even sure why. okay i can venture a couple of guesses, mostly related to workload, annoying things/people, lack of time due to said annoying things/people. blah.
omg it's 3am how did that happen!
anyway, have had so many foot in mouth episodes this week it's not even funny. ): why do i keep saying/doing dumb thingggsss. whyyyy. and more importantly, why are there always people around to witness them!! annnndd, why are the people who witness them always people whose opinion i actually bother about!! humbug. i suppose this problem could be dealt with in 2 simple ways:
1. stop doing/saying stupid things.
2. avoid people.
hmm. at this moment, no. 2 seems like an easier thing to do.
shit. have just done a pseudo no. 1 in the above sentence.
anyway, v. badly want to watch A Single Man. (hahaha watch a single man. loll geddit? nvm lolll) will probably only get to do so next week or something. one must always make time for good movies and/or colin firth. and colin firth as a gay professor is just an added bonus. heh heh heh.
sigh. really really really want this sem to end. am in the mood of making lists and i've just had a cup of coffee, so, -
Things to Do Once This Shit Semester Ends
1. Batam! ((((:
2. Go runningggg (: or ): ?
3. Consume large amounts of alcohol! (more regularly!)
4. Writewritewriteeee
5. Sort out Comedy Club stuff
6. Waste time doing nothing
7. Worry about wasting time doing nothing
8. Go get myself a job/internship
9. Realise working life really sucks
10. Go back to doing nothing
11. Decide to feel useful by doing something seemingly important like housework
12. Convince myself that housework/cooking will be useful when I become a housewife
13. Begin feeling depressed that I will never get a husband
14. Writewritewriteeee
15. Win Pulitzer Prize for depressing new-age voice of the youth Sylvia Plath type poetry
16. Buy a huge mansion and hire hot stubbly but geeky men and/or alan rickman to feed me exotic fruits
17. Lament all day about how I am a tortured poet and no one understands me, etcetc whilst hiding under my personalised Versace bedsheets and parading in my fluffy Gucci bedroom slippers.
18. Realise school commences soon.
19. Decide on modules at the last minute, get screwed up by CORS, appeal and fail, spend the semester screwing up modules i don't even like.
20. Next holidays. Repeat steps.
hmm. sounds like a plan. lolll. K BEDTIME. niteeee!
brin bit this at ; 3:24 AM
Sunday, April 4, 2010
mafan horfun.
cannot find a single journal article on south asian popular culture in singapore. groan. as a result, i think i'm just gonna freestyle the bloody presentation on monday. and err.. rely on wikipedia. lol.
hiding place was once again infiltrated with those bloody mats again. was honestly very tempted to call the police or something because they're just so freakin noisy. even the usual uncles were so bothered by them, i think they postponed their usual gathering to a later date. (omg am such a stalker.) and like, why must you shout huh. damn bloody nuisance and so freakin childish. anddddd, one guy today apparently attempted to call his gf on the phone whilst putting on what he thought was a feminine voice. sounded like someone kicked him in the balls. i wish i was that person. sigh.
idiottts. i hope they're not there again tomorrow because this is just frustrating. how the heck am i supposed to study there if they are continuously singing various songs out of tune at the top of their voices. arghghghhghg. cannot sing dont sing lahhh sheesh. and they did the freakin whistling thing where u squeeze ur lower lip. like come on man, that's so 2001. lol. whatever.
FED UP. idiots. completeeeee idiots.
alritey, just needed to whine. i'm going to read sense n sensibility and then head off to bed. recently discovered that my presentation on weds involves figuring out if sense and sensibility can be read as a lesbian text... why i always end up with such presentations i'll never know. loll. taa.
brin bit this at ; 12:49 AM