Monday, December 29, 2008
holaaaa amigos!
am in a very self-help-book mood. lol.
upon deep philosophical thought today (i think the Smurfs from my new shorts have been boosting the brain power), i think one should always do the following
1. live a life without regret
2. make mistakes and learn
3. do stupid things every now and then
4. say stupid things every now and then
5. fix shit (hmm, perhaps - make right whatever you've done wrong)
6. never change yourself for someone else (unless if it means changing for the better)
and upon even further philosophical thought (quite in the manner of confucious and such) i realise the clear difference between remorse (is that the right spelling?) and regret.
(shit a mosquito just bit me, effin hell.)
anyway, remorse and regret - 2 very different things. remorse makes one more human of course. (not that regret doesn't) but regret is a whole ball game altogether. and if you do regret something you've done in your life, fix it, make it better somehow.
(shitttttt the bite really damn itchy lahh wth.)
okay anyways, if 2008 has taught me anything, its that you should always give as much as possible (im not talking about money/gifts here) without expecting anything in return. and in the long run, it'll all make sense, and be worth more than anything, ever.
so before i go (i bet my next post will be in 2009. lol), i would just like to say that i am veryveryvery thankful to have the greatest family/friends ever. (((: you guys have been the best, the awesome-st of the awesomest and i don't know what i'll do without you. (probably be all emo in one corner, nursing this bloody mosquito bite) thank you for the calls/msgs/presents/cards/outings/patience/love(aww). and most of all, to a certain group of special people who've sang me songs when there was silence within (shit, so poetic. lol), and ran around with me in the rain on Christmas eve, thank you the most (you know who you are obviously. lol) in a very un-brin like fashion, i love you guys so much - longlong, deepdeep, strong strong foreverrxxxx worx. LOL ok i spoilt the moment. and if i could, i would give you all the spanks and sexy times in the world. (: lovelove!
brin bit this at ; 2:04 AM
Friday, December 26, 2008
HAPPY CHRISTMAS! im slightly late, but there are 12days so whatever! (:
anyway, just felt like blogging today. have been so supremely lazy this whole past week/month, etc. the weather has been extremely anal - v. hot in the morning, freezing cold at night. it has made me just want to curl up in a ball on my bed with my kahlua and sleep the whole december away. nonetheless, i have vowed that this Christmas, i will stay at home and be the good/cheerful daughter/sister that i am (shut up) and fill the house with joyous Christmas cheerrrrr! woohoo. (mainly to make up for my emo lapse of behaviour in the last week or so.)
anyway, i actually got a heart rate monitor/watch/strap thingy from my bro/mum to use when i go running, etc! so exciting!! í actually wanted the one that measures distance but this one is just as awesome! ive been strapping it to myself the whole day yesterday and today (heart rate now: 75 beats/minute). i have also been performing various activities to see if my heart rate goes up or down (eg: standing in the lift when it goes up or down, putting on/taking off my jacket, eating, drinking alcohol, going to the loo, singing, listening to music, sleeping, burping, coughing, etc.) hmm. i have made some interesting discoveries, and perhaps i will consider a career as a scientist of some sort one day. hmm. anyway, am very excited to go running with it once this season of overeating/overdrinking is over.
perhaps i shall even give it a name.. but then again, i have given enough inanimate objects names already. i have already christened my laptop Mikhail, and im sure i named my guitar something but i think i forgot. so for now i just call it Dusty, because that is how long i've not played it, and the dust is beginning to inhabit the frets, etc. 3 body parts of mine now have names, although 'Jen' is actually made up of 2, so i'm not sure. loll. nevermind.
it's 3pm now and mum wants to go see the Christmas lights, which are probably not on yet, so í guess i'll just nap until evening and then go camwhore crazy at Orchard. (provided we manage to walk through the crazy crowds there.)
and yes, the past week has been a hugeeee emotional roller coaster for me. emoemoemo. thank god, i wasn't as emo as sec. sch times. (that would just be sad/scary.) but much love and thanks to everyone who was there for me when i needed you guys the most. was awesome, and early Christmas eve morning was awesome-r. ((: crazy fun as usual because everyone needs to do stupid things once in a while to keep sane. (:
surprisingly, i havent been writing much stuff this entire time. too lazy, there's definitely inspiration but the fingers refuse to move. and now i actually understand why people in cold countries don't bathe for days. i've been feeling clean the whole week, and for the sake of experimenting, i have tried to avoid taking a bath until just before i go out to meet people. however, my mum seems to have discovered my plan and has been nagging at me to bathe at least twice a day or more (no difference as i usually bathe at least twice a day, but now its just freezing colddddd!)
okay nvm. am feeling all sleepy again. OFF TO NAP. TATA! (: many spanks and sexy times for all! lovelove.
brin bit this at ; 3:19 PM