Friday, November 28, 2008
omg,
just found this really old poem i wrote god knows how long ago. apparently i wrote it when i was erm.. in a less sober state. but surprisingly its not too bad! maybe i should like live one week on beer/alcohol alone and write numerous poems and then publish an anthology of near-drunkeness/high/drunk poetry. hmm. but that would be quite bad because most of them would be about how i have no money left since i spent it all on booze, how i am not going to be able to afford clothes/shoes/other essentials, or how colin firth still looks good if i do a headstand and look at his pictures. hmm.
i am supposed to be mugging right now but for some reason i am slightly distracted, so i'm sure there's no harm in taking a 5 minute break. anyway i wonder who came up with the word 'mugging' to substitute studying. very wth in an ironic way considering mugging means stealing and studying steals away your time and strength (which could be better spent partying, shopping, or not doing anything useful in particular - which is also a strangely fulfilling activity) and why am i on about semantics. having a non-native english speaking bf who constantly asks you questions on language probably is one of the main reasons. eg: "are the stairs blinking or lighted?", "is there something wrong with the tense?", "oh i pronounced 'debt' correctly? actually i just said it in French, didn't know this was the english word too."
anyway, am considering taking handwriting classes or something. the handwriting is getting from bad to worse. got so paranoid about prof ling's warnings abt handwriting for my SSD paper that i wrote slower, tried to properly form my words and letters and ended up nearly not having enough time to finish the paper. sighhh. i just hope i don't screw up the exams this sem or my cap is gonna drop even lower and i can kiss my chances for sep goodbye. goodbye non existent semester in UConn, it was nice thinking about you for a while. oh well, maybe nus will let me go to some place which not many applied to. i suppose i could try learning Finnish or something..
sigh, i need to go running. (both a need/want) ah crap, have spent 20 min writing this. wthhhhh. okay study time! here i come s.e.a lit! tataaa.
brin bit this at ; 10:26 AM
