Sunday, October 18, 2009
oh boy.
and so the moping around like the grinch continued today. spent the day skulking around the house, blowing my nose, worrying about my film essay, chanting "murder me" at random intervals and rolling my eyes at my bro who attempted to jab me with my sharp-ended comb (ever the helpful sibling). hmph. guess my attempt at natural healing has failed once again. but i was too stubborn to take my medicine for fear that i'd get all drowsy. perhaps should attempt meditation. hmm.
missed out on gerri's bday party. ): felt really bad cz i'd promised her n maria. boooo. ah well. probably my fault since í haven't been taking care of myself as much as i should have. i can think of various things i probably should have avoided yesterday. oh well, regretting never did anyone good. and anyway, that chocolate cake/ice cream xy got was damn awesome lahh mmmmm. heehee
so anyway, decided to make good use of my time resting at home by attempting to comb thru my dad's dvds etc while lying on the bed. eventually realised it was a stupid idea because the dust kept flying all around. terrible. also discovered certain rare dvd's i didnt know my dad had. awesome stuff. had to resist the urge to watch them and focus on finding a film or 2 for my essay. LOLL.
also, to my shock and horror i realised that UO has sent the housing application forms to the wrong address! am totally effed if i dont somehow get them back soon (provided i am still going on exchange. terrible.) if i do go, i'll probably be homeless and stay with friends or just live in the forest and get eaten by a bear. hurh.
shittttt. am very worried about my film essay. this morning i was qutie certain i had a good essay topic. and hours later i realised the essay is only 5 pages long double spaced! massive fail. can't construct said amazing thesis and research in 5 pages. impending doom. if all else fails, i shall rely on freud and psychoanalyse something. anything. even harry potter. hmm. maybe i should psychoanalyse harry potter... okay nevermind, but before i graduate, i must, must, must write at least 1 essay about harry potter. was kinda thinking about using it for postcol/postmo class. lolll. ah well.
okayy back to work. or might just head to sleep. going to take some meds and hope that i can manufacture a miracle tomorrow. tirra.
brin bit this at ; 12:17 AM