Wednesday, November 18, 2009
loser.
that's all i can say. to think i even bothered giving a shit. you really make me sick. and i hope to hell you're reading this and you understand this is meant for you.
i wish you would grow up, and stop making all of us suffer because of the stupid accumulated and never-ending shit you fuck yourself up with all the bloody time. just because you're in deep shit doesn't mean you have to pull us down with you. so grow up and be responsible and dont say you are, when you know deep down you're really not. don't even delude yourself into thinking what a wonderful person you are and how everyone is so mean and uncaring towards you. well it's hard to care for someone who isn't around half of the time anyway.
i'm tired of being nice to you and defending you for everything, when i know i'm just bullshitting through my teeth. it feels good when i know you're happy for me about my achievements but using me as an excuse just to prove your worth? whatever. yup. thanks a lot. really. thanks for being a freakin pain in the ass everytime i try to do something. priorities right? well stop being a fuckin hypocrite and go think over YOUR priorities before you start debating with me about anything. stop lamenting in your own freaking self pity. boohoo you're life sucks, well, firstly, no one asked you to go fuck it up in the first place. you made a mess, so go clean it up. secondly, dont make your stupid shit problems ours! you can ask us to help you out, yes, and we often do try. but i wasn't born and raised to be a slave and do every single stupid ridiculous shit just because of affiliation! fuck you.
just give me a little more time and i'll go, bring the people i care about with me, and you can go have all the fun you want before you made the biggest mistake of your life, the source of all your problems, and mine too. ass.
brin bit this at ; 1:45 PM
