Friday, January 1, 2010
HAPPY NEW YEARRR! (:
don't really understand what's the big deal about it, just a change in calender anyway. but yes, a new year is a good time for change. and as usual, i aspire to be a better person for the people i care about. no point in making any other resolutions i will only half heartedly attempt. LOLL.
also, this year, i shall not bother about people who really don't give a damn. well, about things. i realise being nice (not that i am always nice. so haolian to say that loll) has resulted in people stepping all over my head. just because brin is nice to you and always there, doesnt give you the right to be inconsiderate and test my patience. neither does it give u the right to assume that i will always be, just there. to make use of or whatever. i'm tired of convincing myself that i have an obligation to everyone who is my friend. although, yes i'm sure i do. but it grows tiresome, and i am getting tired of it. so as my brother has suggested, i will be wary and basically not bother about such people. no matter how much i care about them, i think it's time to let go. slowly. and i will drift away eventually, though you wont realise it until the last minute. til then, adios amigos. omg so emo for a new year's post. shall make up for this by adding more LOLLs in my following paragraphs.
so LOLLL. loll, okay nevermind. good things - ive finished the haddon book! hoorah. okay, not really heavy reading, but at least now i can source for notes to share with the tuition kid. spent and hour plus working with him on how to write a good essay. anyway marg suggests we have a trip somewhere during feb - long cny weekend! hopefully this works out because it would be awesome and the need to get outta the country has arisen again. (omg sounds like im some criminal LOLL) but yes, maybe we shall go visit josh if he isnt already back. and i've never been to jakarta so it should be funnn. (: indo ftw!!!
lol. anywayy, have done a decent amount of writing this holidays, considering i thought i'd do none. am starting to realise most of my writing has a similar pattern. (no, not that i deal with sex all the time. my mum said she nearly spit out her morning coffee after she read the last bit i did lollll) okay nevermind, but at least errr.. it has some effect. LOLLLL. okay, nothing more to say. i bore myself, and woohoo, ive rented Elegy at last. shall go watch it in a bit. desperately wanted to get Roth's A Dying Animal but then thouht of all the unread books i have. shall settle for watching this movie, for now. LOL. taaaaaa (:
brin bit this at ; 9:04 PM
