Friday, May 14, 2010
Random late night scribblings. Again, no, this is not reflective of my state of mind or current situation in life. lol. "I just have a lot of feelings!"... and hormones. lolllll. kidding. whatever. -brin.
Untitled - 14/5/10.
Today I have decided to be selfish. Today I will label myself flirt pervert stalker filth on legs, etc. Today I will cleanse you with mud from pavements like a child, while holding you like a parent should.
Because today I will have you.
I've decided playing saint is all good and wholesome but today I have had enough. I will not stop until you sit next to me. I will not breathe easy until I smell you off my skin. Until your hands are on my face. Until we move as one. Shaming art, shaming beauty, ceasing to blush because we know. Creating madness out of a rose garden. You will breathe my words back at me and I, in greed will give you everything. I calculate equations on your chest, and your legs as they move near will read philosophy and breed prodigies. I feel now I think too much. So I will think less.
I must have you.
I must have you and forget myself. My name is yours, and yours is yours and you, my darling, you forever will live on. You, everything, the world is in awe and the best thing about it is that you know nothing of it. For all my mistakes, half-takes and stakes I hid under my bed, I feel you will redeem them all. You must love me. It is unavoidable. Your shoes will walk to me before your feet comprehend movement. You will hide in my hands, waltzing on my palm. I shake you, and with my fingers you now dance the pasa doble. You tease me but I let it go. I do this because I love you and know now no dictionary in the world can make this clearer. Like this, love ceases to be and so do I. So let me live in you for it is beautiful, this ugly thing I do.
brin bit this at ; 12:20 AM
